they wonder,

"Why do you do that? Don't be stupid"

Why?

I would hate everyone,
but I can't

I could blame it on others,
but I can't

I want to hurt them the way they hurt me,
but I can't

I wish I could let it out on everyone else the way you do,
but I can't

So I hate myself instead

I put all the blame on me

I hurt myself so I don't feel guilty

And I let it out on me

Maybe I am stupid,

Stupidly nice.

-riri-