what happen to all those dreams?

I realize, you must have had too, don't you?

Realize that when we were small children,

there were so much things in life that we wanted,

too much places that were needed to be explored,

SO MANY DREAMS TO ACHIEVE.

We were so imaginative back then, we act as if the world was ours

our own wonderland. We wanted to know almost everything about anything.

 WE WANTED TO MAKE SOMETHING NEW.

Word's can't bring us down, no they can't.

Even though we were small on the outside, we were big on the inside.

WE WERE STRONGER THAN ANY ADULT.

BUT then we grew up, yes what happen then?

We start to forget about our dreams as a child,

we got busy with life that we forgot what we actually wanted,

everyday bit by bit of those dreams disappear without us

EVEN REALIZING IT.

We were busy with work, school, unimportant problems, boyfriends/girlfriends and almost everyday we live the same old boring routine.

Well I don't wanna be like that and I hope I won't.

YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE WHY NOT ENJOY IT?

Have fun, explore laah
LIVE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!

yours truly,
riri.

hope, don't let me down again.

Every single day I check the mailbox. I pray, pray that that important letter would arrive. The letter isn't that important, the decision is. I'm really putting my hopes too high even though I know better than to do that. If you're wondering, I'm talking about that letter for the second intake of Sekolah Seri Puteri. I wanna go there so badly. I heard that there's only two intakes this year. I know this will sound quite selfish if I say it but I will :

If SSP only takes one person from sksi2, please let it be me ><

yours truly,riri.

moving on.

I'm moving on.
Again.

I can't remember how many times I've said that I would

'move on' or how many times I've posted something that has the word

'move on' in it.

This obviously shows how much I've been hurt and is forced to move on.

I guess that's the nature of life and I just gotta live with it.

For me, the hardest part of 'the end' is starting again.

Moving on is something you gotta do yourself.

No miracle can help you.

I'm letting you go not because I have to but because I WANT TO.

Because I just want you to be happy .

yours truly,

riri.

the savior of the broken,

 who? my friends of course :)

I almost had a break down but they, they saved me.

I could have died, gave up, ran from everything that I couldn't face,

but thanks to them, I SURVIVED :)

Even all the diamonds and gold in the world couldn't replace them.

They're what makes my world go round, they're my life.

I couldn't imagine my life without them.

Oh yes, sometimes they can be quite annoying and irritating 

but they're still and always will be my friends.

yours truly,

riri.