I put his name as "si awesome". I thought I would just let it be that way but than Rara told me it was better if I changed it to his real name since this name I gave him reminds me of too much memories.
It was hard at first but see up there? I did it. No more si awesome, just hakim. Yeah hakim.
I put him as my fav contact but my friends keep telling me how I should remove it.
I wasn't sure whether I wanted to do it or not.
Still hesitating..
In the end, I remove his number from my favourite.
So here was the hardest part but also the most important one. I had no choice but to delete our old conversations even though I obviously didn't want to.
I mean, we're friends now so I can't keep all those texts. It would be stupid of me to keep it all cause that would somehow make me devastated if I keep on reading it. So sad I gotta delete it.
I had to and I did.
And I waited which seems like almost forever.
And waited. I was like why is this taking so long? then I realised, we had really text each other a lot and I've kept too many messages.
It was about to finish and I had the urge to press cancel but, I couldn't. This was for my own good. So I just had to let it go.
So there you have it. Everything, deleted. No more sweet texts. Just us as friends. Yeah I let go.
yours truly,riri
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