i believe, too much at times.

To be honest, I hate how naive I could get. I just believe too much and I'm so gullible. In my mind, it's like everybody's innocent. It's like even though that person's a total jerkass, he/she stills deserves  a second chance to be a better person. I just hate how almost everything I believe in, ends up being just another big fat lie. I can't deny that sometimes I tend to hurt myself by playing alone with all this. Acting as if everything's gonna be fine even though I know it myself, that it won't. I guess at times, I just can't handle the truth so I let myself to live in lies while it lasts. I realised the, all I am is lost.

yours truly,riri