stay where you are.

"I thought when he gets better,cyou two will maybe get back together"

What's sad? Seeing two most significant people in your life break apart and with you too, it falls apart. Living separated and soon, one starts moving on; your mum, she starts meeting other guys but nothing serious so you're okay with that even though it gets uncomfortable or weird. Your dad's on the other side of town, there would be times when he would come around and that's when you feel like finally, something normal. A family. Although to them it's not the same. It might never be.

 Some feelings just never goes away, it might fade but it's still there. Maybe one day they'll get back together, who knows. After so long of being together and suddenly nothing more, like seriously, how could there be nothing left, like not even a single feeling of wanting to go back, there deep in their hearts right? It's okay 'cause you're still together even when you're leaving far from each other.

Till one day your mum meets a guy she's actually really serious with. He's not leaving. They're gonna have a baby together. They have you all grown up and out of the blue, a new baby? It gets you thinking, why? Feeling like you're not enough. Feeling like you're subconsciously being push away; put a side.

Like she's starting a new family with him and what about dad, you would think. What about him? You get all possessive. It's your family, it's not to share. It gets to your head than to your heart. You feel like you're gonna be left behind. You know what I'm sayin?

Yours truly, riri.