unplaced.

Suddenly alone again.

Said hi, guessing I shouldn't had. Could have saved myself from feeling this foolish and inane. Reevaluating my decisions with my feet still grounded. It's okay. I ask myself each time, not wanting to put my head in cloud nine. Sometimes I wish I didn't still care at all but I do. Wondering why, yet never knowing. Answers like figures placed all backwards. It's not great but I feel it. It's astounding, still not perfect. Then again it's all in your head, I would make myself believe. I need to stop being so oblivious, to how I have always been on my own. And I'm still here as if nobody ever left or is it just me that's lost it all?

-riri-