I guess it is the end, but at the same time I'm hoping for you to tell me that it's not. I have to make a decision now and I already have but I'm not sure about it. I know where I stand and it's no where near you. Because you're up high and I'm down here. No, I'm not trying to make you look like the bad guy here, I'm just telling you what I want to but can't.
You know how I am right? I'm not good at making new friends, I'm too shy and too scared. Don't tell me that I'm better of without you because I'm not. You say that I'm hot and wtv so I could make new friends easily, well I can't okay? I'm not you, you're different, friendly and fun but I'm not. You already have new friends I see, and I don't. You know that I've been through such a hard time these days right?
You know that I have a bunch of problems with my family since I am like the black sheep to them now right? I can't believe that this is actually happening. I never said I was hot, I always denied when you say I'm pretty or cute or things like that and it never ever even cross my mind that I was too good to be your friend or you don't deserve me. You wanna know why?
Because I don't care whether you're pretty or hideous, smart or dumb, hot or a complete loser, from the smartest class or from the lowest one, rich or poor, is perfect or not cause no matter what you are still my bestfriend. I'm proud to have you as my bestfriend. You are amazing just the way you are, you don't need all those luxurious things to show how great you are :)
I never thought you would go this low and I don't mind anymore. I respect your choice and privacy, so I guess you won't hear much about me now. Since I won't bother you anymore with my silly problems or annoying guy stories. You have new bestfriends and I'll try to stick to being who I am. I hope you're happy now and if you need anything just ask me okay?
I just thought this would last longer, I will never forget our craziness precious moments and I hope you won't either. Please, for the thousands of time, never say that I'm better than you. The facts is, we are all imperfect humans, we have flaws and nobody in this world is perfect. Never let people tell you that you can't do things that you like and always stand up and face the crowd.
I know you babe, don't smile to me anymore if you're not sincere about it okay? Thanks for everything.
Now I'm just waiting for a call from you to say that this was all a misunderstanding but if that doesn't happen, it's okay. I'm just hoping any of my friends would care and love me enough to call me and ask what's the matter, if not I just don't deserve to have friends. Gosh, I'm such a drama queen.
yours truly,
riri
You know how I am right? I'm not good at making new friends, I'm too shy and too scared. Don't tell me that I'm better of without you because I'm not. You say that I'm hot and wtv so I could make new friends easily, well I can't okay? I'm not you, you're different, friendly and fun but I'm not. You already have new friends I see, and I don't. You know that I've been through such a hard time these days right?
You know that I have a bunch of problems with my family since I am like the black sheep to them now right? I can't believe that this is actually happening. I never said I was hot, I always denied when you say I'm pretty or cute or things like that and it never ever even cross my mind that I was too good to be your friend or you don't deserve me. You wanna know why?
Because I don't care whether you're pretty or hideous, smart or dumb, hot or a complete loser, from the smartest class or from the lowest one, rich or poor, is perfect or not cause no matter what you are still my bestfriend. I'm proud to have you as my bestfriend. You are amazing just the way you are, you don't need all those luxurious things to show how great you are :)
I never thought you would go this low and I don't mind anymore. I respect your choice and privacy, so I guess you won't hear much about me now. Since I won't bother you anymore with my silly problems or annoying guy stories. You have new bestfriends and I'll try to stick to being who I am. I hope you're happy now and if you need anything just ask me okay?
I just thought this would last longer, I will never forget our craziness precious moments and I hope you won't either. Please, for the thousands of time, never say that I'm better than you. The facts is, we are all imperfect humans, we have flaws and nobody in this world is perfect. Never let people tell you that you can't do things that you like and always stand up and face the crowd.
I know you babe, don't smile to me anymore if you're not sincere about it okay? Thanks for everything.
Now I'm just waiting for a call from you to say that this was all a misunderstanding but if that doesn't happen, it's okay. I'm just hoping any of my friends would care and love me enough to call me and ask what's the matter, if not I just don't deserve to have friends. Gosh, I'm such a drama queen.
yours truly,
riri
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