it happens all the time.

I'm starting to think that's how things go with me.
I find out. I don't want to. I wouldn't plan to. I just do.

Every time I do something wrong, every time I screw things up with someone; the moment I head on to make it better, I bump into things I would go fine without. It's the things that changes my mind. It has me putting my phone aside, and my feelings elsewhere. It doesn't surprise me, it dispirits me. From wanting to talk about it, I don't even want anything to do with it.

-riri-