i don't want to not believe.

2:28 a.m (14/12/16)

I've started to become more aware of myself again. This always comes with the start of being human. What to say, what to do, when to act, should I text him now, ask him out? I got myself drawing and writing again. Sometimes I notice myself looking forward for the things that hasn't happened, imagining all that I used to. This isn't real but I guess it's harmless to believe that this could be a start to something new. For the first time I feel like time is rooting for me too. However that's just me. I swear, it's him.

I know it shouldn't be.

-riri-