all those other girls.

I think of all the girls before,

currently or might come,

I'm a bit jealous I could say. 

Anyone who gets his attention, anyone he still might have feelings for and the girl he finds cute- I sort of wish I was instead. If they could make him feel at ease more than I ever could or if they got to talk to him about the things I'm still trying to comprehend and that one he really fell for- or the one he could soon fall for. And I've always had this idea in my head that it was just wrong of me, that I'm always wrong to be so I'm never really it. I'm not one of those girls.

-riri-