lost lose loss.

  

Hours later to find out I lose a bit more.

Feels like things are going to get drastic this time but I wouldn't know.

Am I losing everyone I've held so tight to or are they losing me?

Sometimes you look back or read back but I don't. I see it as it is and it breaks me.

I don't think about it. But I'm starting to feel the distance. Pulled back, behind.

Although the urge is there, I can't quite exactly cry about it. That shit is old.

-riri-